OH SPM..

actually im a bit disappointed with my result but na wt mcm mane kan benda suda jadi. suda lepas pun kan. ape yg ak target atau yg ak mimpi2 kan ta tercapai. but i noe setiap yg Allah jadikan pasti bersebab dan ada hikmahnye. *HOPEFULLY!  tp yg wt ak sedih sebab before this ak salu kasi kegembiraan bile bwk balik result but on that day i didn't! time tuh Allah jep lah yg tao cm mane perasaan ak. ak rase diri ak nih bodoh sgtsgt. even bg org lain ta lah teruk sgt result ak tuh but for me yes its really and really bad! hurmm. tatao lah how to describe more about it, but errrr....  ya Allah, ak bukan ta bersyukur dgn ape yg engkau berikan tp sometime i cant be strong enough to face all ur challenges. but i'll try as much as i can. so tok elakkan ak jd someone yg ta reti bersyukur ak pikir balik prinsip di ats, "setiap yg jadi pasti ade hikmahnye" dan "gagal sekali tak bermakne gagal selame lamenye" kan? hurmmm.. wait and see lah......
p/s : sesal dahulu pendapatan sesal kemudian tak bergune! *hehe. bm... bm...